eclectic | It´s happening!!!! *gasp* (Reply)

I´m starting a psichotic break!!!

I´m on prozac and that keeps me pretty grounded but I´ve left it out for... I dunno, a week, two? Mostly because I have forgotten to buy more pills. I´m starting with the there but not there illusion, the part when time sort of twists into now/then/int he future mess, and I´m not that certain I´m in the right body. Not to mean I believe I should´ve been a boy or whatever, but I don´t quite recognize myself in the mirror: those are my eyes, but the rest...

Anyway, I though I´d invite you to know so you can say you´ve meet a psicko.

It´... a bit like being drunk. You know you´ll be sorry when you are back to your senses, but at the same time nothing can touch you, nothing ever has and nothing ever will.

I also get this flashes, memories and inmagination, almost as If I was seeing a jumple of past and future. I alone in an apartment, I´m shopping i a supermarket wearing a long coat, and this is all in Germany somehow, because I married a man and moved there and now I´m so lonely I´m learning lenguajes and walking in the sunshine to see if I can feel at home.And the streets are so wide and clean!!!

Also,I´m in last thursday´s protest and I´m on a corner, actually watching, for a moment, through my friens eyes, and there´s a group of girls running, getting chased by cops, and a cop grabs one of the girls ponytail and she falls on her back and her friend turns arounds, and there´s smoke bombs and ninja turtles (i´m not that insane, that´s what we call armored cops)chasing and hitting students.

I´m also at my faculty, where some other students and I are taking the place up and secuestering it (not with people in, mind you) and telling people to please leave (this hasn´t happened yet, and it won´t, but three days ago it was a possibility)

Well, then. Any famous last words?